The Ego Episodes

Wednesday, Oct. 06, 2004

Maybe I'm Freaking Out

I am restless and trying desperately to focus my energy at one task but the moment I do manage to accomplish that, I veer away to another task. To illustrate, I was reading one journal (a scientific one this time) and my hand just grabbed a book (again, scientific) and I started reading it. Although it's related to the journal, I shouldn't be reading the book! Then after a few pages, my eyes wandered for something else to read and my wandering ended at a stack of lecture notes. It suffered the same fate as the journal and the book because then I was craving for some songs from the Internet radio. After a few songs, most notably "Tearing Up My Heart" by NSync, I decided to stop listening. One glance at my computer screen and I started surfing. And from there, here. This update will be short because now I feel like doing something else.