The Ego Episodes

Sunday, May. 01, 2005

Undecided, Heart Divided

This is driving me insane. How could I possibly choose between them? I love them both! My heart aches at the thought of letting one go. But, I must.

Both are generously sweet. One has the distinction of being the first to have successfully made his way to my Rapunzel Tower of a heart, with that addictive smell of his, one that lingers in the mind long after you've laid your eyes on his tantalizing form, that overflows of subtle perfection. He had me at yellow. It was like destiny. The connection was certain the first time we met. It was strong and never once faltered.

That is, until I met him. He is well-rounded, while the other one is not. He is bold and does not leave you unsatisfied. It seems as if all the good things in the world have been extracted to an essence and then incorporated within his being. He treats me as if he lives only for the sake of pleasing me, his only queen, his Delilah. A day without him will only make me yearn for him even more. Oh, the agony of having to sacrifice one!

Just a little of him will do. A little of him will make me break into song. "The hills are aliiive ... with the sound of muuuuusiiiiic ..." How he excites me! Never will I find such a great companion in him -- tempting, honest, and oh my God, wonderful.

Oh, if only I could have you both! But alas, there's only room for one.

I must follow my heart.

Sorry, Waffle Crisps. I must go with Cocoa Puffs.

***

So what were you thinking?

I was studying, you know, really concentrating, when all of a sudden, this update idea popped into my thoughts. Knowing my hibernating amnesia tendencies, I decided to write it down. Immediately.

If you figured out what I was talking about before the last sentence in the above story, reveal yourself. You may be my long lost twin. But if that upsets you, you can keep that thought to yourself.

Okay, back to studying. Last paper! Ever! Woo!

{ joycie at 10:03 p.m.}